So What Now?

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Checkmate

" Some men are born soldiers, many many others are not."

like most misguided youths, its a fate all 18 year olds cannot escape. NS also known as National Service is a whereby boys become men, or so they say. sigh. like a bolt from the blue beyond, it shot into the home of everyboy, and forever changed the quiet, mundane lives of us. Enlistment day has indeed come faster than expected. Tmr i embark on a life changing journey, no more tv, msn, surfing the web, xbox?, nice livingroom or bedroom and the most important. No more hair. gosh. sigh. mixed emotions and a whole lot of confusion. I'm lost. it seemed so far away and now i have to go. i've really got to go. yup. time to serve the nation. two years of anti malaria pills. here i come. ready or not i have to go.

"we had joy we had fun we had
seasons in the sun
but the wine and the song like the
seasons have all gone"

cya! wish me luck!

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Take that!

haha, take that arsenal!! 4-1 trashing woohoo! haha. no offence to those arsenal fans aye. 12 more days to be a patriotic hero. tekong beckons. what to do. when ur 18 in singapore u just cant run away. sigh! hahaha. hope it will be a painless experience aye. anyway, cheerios to crouch and liverpool. brilliant.simply brilliant. HA.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

pop, goes my heart

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it true without a way back into love
Oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me decide again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh

NICE SONG AYE, HAHA AND WHO SAYS BLOGS DIE AFTER THE RELEASE OF A's. THATS WHAT SOME PPL THINK AYE. 2 MORE WEEKS TO ARMY OR SHLD I SAY 16 MORE DAYS. ARGH. EXCITED YET WORRIED. CHEERIOS TO SAF MATE. DAMN

Monday, February 19, 2007

Answers and Questions

sell too much chocs and u'll look like willy wonka!

I'm a man of means by no means, king of the road

I know every engineer on every train

All the children and all of their names

And every handout in every town

And every lock that ain't locked

when no-one's around I sing...

Happy Happy Cny ppl!!! guess its time for questions and answers with relatives and yea guess wad! the hot favourite question this year is "so when are u gonna go into army??" haha. at least someone cares aye. haha. anyway yea..see see no emo and sad entries aye. sooooooo.... enjoy the hols ppl. and yea. good luck!

Thursday, February 15, 2007

stars in the waters

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Anyway, thanks for having the courage to tell me about how u felt. thanks.

its been great working with you for this whole week. really!! u made the job soo much easier.

somehow its really confusing. really who are you??

sorry that i cant really remember anything abt what happened between us. i chose to forget.

That was directed to 4 different ppl. ok. not just one. anyway, cheerios to valentines. i spent it working. and do u noe u get to see stars in the waters and sky and feel the wind in ur hands and hair and just really feeel soo wonderful on a late night 30 mins bus trip home?? its sooo therapeutic i'm addicted to it. hmmm. nough of the bullshit. gtg slp now after 4 days of non stop work. gosh. nitex.

I'm just a lonely boy, lonely and blue

I'm all alone with nothin' to do

I've got everything you could think of

But all I want is someone to love

Someone, yes, someone to love, someone to kiss

Someone to hold at a moment like this

I'd like to hear somebody say

"I'll give you my love each night and day"

Somebody, somebody, somebody, please send her to me

I'll make her happy, just wait and see

I prayed so hard to the heavens above

That I might find someone to love

Monday, January 08, 2007

walk right back

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.
And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.
Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.
And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

LIKE WTH! BULLSHIT LA... really really.. things u do online when ur freaking bored la! go do stupid survey ppl send u. haha. nitex ppl

Saturday, January 06, 2007

you're just a clown

theres another pic from pulau segaya. edwin does emo scenary pics. sorry? cant help it. and its amazing how some people can treat me the way they do when they have a secret hidden in them... how do u do it? teach me.
enjoy

Forever Young

let's dance in style
let's dance for a while
heaven can wait we're only watching the sky
hoping for the best but expecting the worst
are you gonna drop the bomb or not
let us die young or let us live forever
dont have the power but we never say never
sitting in the sandpit
life is a short tripmusic's for the sad man
can you imagine when this race is run
turn our golden faces into the sun
praisin our leaders, getting in tune
the music's played by the mad men
forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever,forever, forever
forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever,forever, forever
some like water and some are like the heat,some are melodies, some are the beat,