!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN" "http://www.w3.org/TR/xhtml1/DTD/xhtml1-strict.dtd"> So What Now?: November 2006

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

DONT EXPECT ME TO BE YOUR FRIEND

you think ur the only person on this planet? think again..
its amazing how ppl can get so involved with themselves, i'm not angry, just fascinated.. like woah! its a bloody talent! so when was the last time u actually stopped to look ard.. look at time, people, or anything.. and suddenly, ur so small and u dont really matter at all? who cares if u graduated...or ur prom is coming up. I used to wake up worrying 'Bout what I had done before instead of being happy with what I had I was always looking for more i had to get ahead of the people living next to me But like a big Dumb Dumb I was the one...I was sticking it right to me, something is missing.. something is seriously missing.. i've lost a part of me and i noe it. theres an empty gap somewhere that i so wanna fill. but who cares aye.. i'll just keep searching ,but at least now I can't wait to wake up mornings and look myself in the face I like being right where I am not looking for some other place I am what I am and I like what I am and now my life feels right I'm happy to say I found my way

Everyday is my way of life.period

Don't Expect Me To Be Your Friend

I stopped sending flowers to your apartment
You said you aren't home much anymore
I stopped dropping by without an appointment
Cause I'd hear laughter coming through your door.

Sometimes late at night you'll still call me
Just before you close your eyes to sleep
You make me vow to try and stop by sometime
Baby that's a promise I can't keep.

I love you too much to ever start liking you
So lets just let the story kinda end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don't expect me to be your friend.

I don't walk down through the village or other places
That we used to go to all the time
I'm trying to erase you from my memory
Cause thinking of you jumbles up my mind.

You always act so happy when I see you
You smile that way you take my hand and then
Introduce me to your latest lover
That's when I feel the walls start crashing in.

lobo.

Monday, November 27, 2006

MASQUERADE

how did i not noe the theme is masquerade... hahahhaa. u mean its masquerade?!
thanks nette for reminding me.. so wad now??
time to get masks? or something related to that aye?
we'll see
.still cant believe its masquerade.weird.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

This Never Happened Before

As are OVER!!!!

yea.. that was prolly a week ago..haha.gosh am i bored and tired from playing..yawn. and will people stop asking wad am i wearing for prom!! its getting on my nerves aye.alritey then, will update soon, i hope and yea. this never happened before aye.