!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN" "http://www.w3.org/TR/xhtml1/DTD/xhtml1-strict.dtd"> So What Now?: May 2006

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

The bitter struggle




alrite... here comes the hols...

and all the studying... its called a freaking holiday! argh.

anyway, CI wing stayover was fun and just plain nice..

and now for reality,

a comedy, mystery, irony, tragedy? So I scream "let the show begin"!

So cut below the surface and try hard not to notice that I could be so foolish thinkin' I'm alright. I've got no one to hold me, I've got no one to carry. Everything inside of me that I won't let you see.

Happy Hols.

posted by Ed. @ 12:45 PM  

Monday, May 22, 2006

haha!

WTF?? haha..argh!
this is wad ppl do to shut u up and at the same time make them happy.
haha!

Crazy :)

posted by Ed. @ 9:39 PM  

Sunday, May 21, 2006

life goes on


You are amazing dude.
sundays are sooooo nice..... relaxed, laid back and everything nice. haha
Narrow is the road and too high a price to pay. When loneliness is such a sanctuary
Empty are the musings and wasted are the days...
Famous last words. If tomorrow never comes, will I ever know that I was in love?
I was in love
In love .
Have a Good week everyone :)

posted by Ed. @ 4:29 PM  

Saturday, May 20, 2006

If tomorrow never comes.

So tell that someone That you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Seriously, never live a life of regrets. it sucks. totally. how u wish you could do anything all over again... how i wish.. nvm. its beyond my control.

I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

So to those reading this post. cherish and treasure ur loved ones aye? friends and family....you dun wanna lose them. what if tomorrow never comes?
anyway, this is becoming argh.

$7 to charity and some entertainment. some. minus away irritating and rude ppl who cant shut up during a concert.
its for charity anyway.


enjoy the weekend. hopefully.

posted by Ed. @ 12:06 AM  

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Don't Cry?

To U:

i'm at loss really.. it kinda came too sudden. and this is for u if ur reading it.. that i'll miss you when ur gone really.. really really really. hope i've been a fren to ya and i seriously regret the times when i'm an idiot or retard. life is gonna be boring. it will be. anyway, all the best aye? and i'll always remember the memories and everything. take care Friend : )

Stand By Me
Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday I've-Gotta lot of things to learn
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you?Sing me something new...
don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning,
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find
Behind the door

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new...
don't you knowThe cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me...nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me...nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me...nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If you're leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart will never be your home

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new...
don't you knowThe cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me...nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me...nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me...nobody knows the way it's gonna be

Oasis

kinda relevant to my life now..

Don't Cry. Don't.

posted by Ed. @ 8:58 PM  

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Chasing Rainbows

alrite..
firstly, sorry to all councillors who are not in that pic below. sorry aye?

wad the heck am i doing?
confusion, and all those messed up feelings or anything like that. life is getting interesting. finally. happy or sad? God noes.
have a nice time sorting out urself, edwin!.





Don't Start.period.

posted by Ed. @ 8:58 PM  

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Can't erase it


fellowship.period.



anyway, this is madness.

3km run. 1 hr of frisbee. 1 hr of soccer. then the whole day of frisbee today.

man. i'm dead tired.. and these are the pics i took so much trouble gathering ppl. argh.

its worth it anyway. yes it is.

posted by Ed. @ 10:27 PM  

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

here we go again

here we go again..
i'll be a fool again..
one more time..

its bloody amazing how i always have to say the wrong things to everyone.argh.
guess i'm a fool and an irritant.get rid of me. leave me faraway so that nobody ever sees me.

I Started a Joke

I started a joke, which started the whole world crying,

but I didn't see that the joke was on me, oh no.

I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing,

oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,

and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,

oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,

and I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that I'd said.

Til I finally died, which started the whole world living, oh,

if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

Bee Gees.

call me anything u want, seriously i dun care. really.
SCREWED

posted by Ed. @ 10:12 PM  

Sunday, May 07, 2006

No. 1 post

alrite...
the virgin post. firstly, urs truely aint no blogger.. alrite.. so dun expect any nice or interesting posts.
ok. we'll see.

posted by Ed. @ 5:12 PM